Speak what you feel or leave it be.

I've officially given up on what I believe to be the right thing, and that is "speaking your mind". What is speaking your mind anyways? Nobody ever listens to the opinions you have. I've tried so many times to give it a chance, to finally go up to someone and tell them how I feel, but how could someone do that without any courage or hope. "We all have our demons." I just wish mine would go away... I'm tired of being pulled back from saying what needs to be said;If I do speak my mind everyone would get mad for what I have to say so I never say anything at all. I'm like a bird locked in a cage with no way of getting out,that's all I want. A way out from this thing we call reality. Reality is something you just can't break free from and I'm just having a hard time noticing that. Not everything you wish for can happen. Even if I did get the chance to free myself from the tiny bird cage I sit in, what would I possibly do? Speaking my mind is no longer an option, no one would bother to sit down and listen without them getting in the middle of me talking. Why talk if they just don't want to hear you speak? (This is when reality hits you right in the face.)There's no way you can ever possibly say something without someone having something to say back, it's like a song that loops on forever. You can't stop it. Not even for a second. The more you try to get it to stop the more it just plays in your head; leaving you breathless with nothing else to say because it just defeats you without giving you a chance. *The loop effect: something unbreakable; lasts forever*. At least that's my definition of what it is. Life loops on and on even when you want it to stop and this is all because you're stuck in your memories, you never lose what's been playing in your mind for years. No one seems to realize it; everyone goes through pain one way or another.