Over thinking.

It hurts when your mind wants to explore into what I call "permanent detention" it's when you over think and can't get yourself out of that horrible agony. What could you possibly do when you're stuck thinking about every little thing you're scared of ? You start to feel like all of your words are stuck in a box like doves getting ready to be let go at a wedding or a magic show. You can't think straight anymore. It's like you're a puppet and your strings start to tangle, all you can think about is getting free. It's hard to let yourself go of all the tension that you think about. How do you stop yourself from stressing over something unthinkable ? It feels physically impossible sometimes. When you think it's like opening doors to knew places. Almost like you're stuck in a labyrinth of endless doors that lead to no where. All you can do is try to get your mind off of the endless pain you put yourself through.